between me and him

i keep on thinking of him...pagi pagi lagi i dah bangun waiting for his sms..
gosh!!! since last nite i keep on waiting..
dengan tidak malunya i  hantar msj GOOD morning dengan dia...then dia pon tanya i dah sarapan blom..
msj satu lagi: I XTAU KENAPA DARI SEMALAM XDPT TIDO ASYIK TERINGAT U JE..PELIK SUNGGUH...mengayat sungguh....
i admit la  i suka kat dia...hhuhuuu tak malooo ko ni mel
i cakap la i baru kenal dia...dan sangat sangat cepat...
dia pon reply: yes i thinks so, it is still early for us.but when the 1st time i saw u at the roadside near to usm i really like to say hi to you...after i spoke to you yesterday i feel so happy.( peyh mamat ni.... dah lama dia perhatikan i rupanya..),,,
dia ty lagi kalo  i balik masih guna no yang sama ke n balik penang bila?
him: i hope u can come again.that's my hope. u dont want to lose you bcoz........................!
becoz ape abg nye?
him: hmmmm....its ok.mayb because of my feeling ...ahh just forget abt that..
i mengedik lagi....becouse u like me kot....perasan betul ko mel...
him: yeap! i'm so sorry because i cannot lie to myself  but i either u know or not..honestly  I REALLY LIKE YOU..sincerely..
adoiii............... kan dah kantoi
him: IF YOU ARE REALLY MINE, I WILL..BLA..BLA.....I DONT KNOW EITHER YOU CAN ACCEPT ME IN YOUR LIFE... ..so sweet joe.... sorry i kena do some correction...
 me: is hard to say yes or now.. i wish to be part of your life.
him: i understand that's y m not forcing you to accept me .think 1st and take ur time because we also dont know what will happen in the future...
WE only can plan but God will decide..
sekian kisah mel and joe.