Thursday, April 16, 2009

Miss my self

yah....exam exam...stress, stress,, personal life,family...many things
this couple i've been messed up and stucked in the room...
ermm.........tommorrow my LKM 400 paper( bahasa malaysia) and coming saturday is QMT 222. 2d,3d and animation..next wed is QmT 213e digital audio and video and my last paper is on friday 3.00 pm HXE 205( killer paper) Language Learning Theories..and Saturday i will fly back to Kuching my home sweet home.
there is many thing to solve and do before m going back..
1st= packing ( luckily i still have my desa to stay..he..hee...those 800 students all the best for the next application..being a part of Desasiswa Restu i'm only involved in Bersamamu TV3..in tv last wed but i didnt watch it.next semester have to be active again...planning to be part of Restu badminton team and TOT... important for me to keep myself in the Restu rather than stay outside than will cost more...
huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat again???/
oh ya..
2nd= shopping ..he..he...thank you mum...bank in me money..for shopping
Jusco, Queensbay, Prangin Mall, Penang Road,.... wait for me
3rd= go to Debi's house...keep my xoxo
4th= gym.....i love MInden..
5th= i will think later on..........

Sunday, April 12, 2009

tiada lagi..

tiadA yang mengerti perasaan ini..
terluka dan seperti dihiris.........
setiap kali menutup mata perasaan itu kembali
Kenapa??? Kesedihan yang melanda.........
ketika aku memerlukan dorongan dan sokongan.............
kenapa tiada yang mengerti?
perit dan ingin putus asa......
Ya Tuhan, tolonglah aku...
meniti jalan kehidupan yang penuh liku ini...........
Aku Berdoa agar diberi ketenangan dalam jiwa......
Berdoa Agar hidup ini kembali penuh dengan Sinar..
aGAR AKU bISa Berpijak pada bumi yang nyata
agar tidak lagi berada seperti di dasar bumi...
yang penuh kegelapan dan dibelenggu perasaan suram..

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

aku sedih

Q:melly, kenak ko sedih?
Melly: Sedih la...penat dah layan karenah manusia dalam dunia ni.hati aku sedih seperti pagi ini.yang hujan.
Q: Bila plak?
melly: hari ini dan hari hari yang lepas.berkecamuk dalam fikiran ini..exam dah la nak dekat
Q: dah ready ke?
Melly: nak cakap ready tak jua.ok la
Q: Bila nak exam?
Melly : next week..start monday
Q: ooo.iboh sedih banyak gik orang dalam dunia tok bait...
melly: bait pun.....
q: Iboh madah dak ya
melly:sedih gilak2..bab ya la...
Q: banyak bersabar
melly: dah tahap kritikal sabarnya..
q : Sampei begitu sekali
Melly: dah la... iboh tanyak gik..biar jak aku dengan dunia aku....
Q: all the best for you.

WHY?

Why is happen again?
i never believe that we live in this world because of our luck.