Weekend fever...

Hydro Majestic Hotel, Miami Green Next Door

Belle, Melly and Pauline

MIami Beach..

Morning at Miami Green

Infront of Gurney Beach

Jacuzzi...

Melly, Pauline and Uzir..next to Kapitan ,Gurney Hotel

Pauline and Melly at Kapitan .infront of Pauline's house Gurney Beach..

busy as a bee

OMG!!! its been 2 week i rushing on my assignments..a LOt wo...

Het 213 going to submit by today.2 days i didnt sleep to finish it.Last minute???

actually, i have to submit my assignment everyday since last week.Presentation again...

And worse, i didnt went back to my room last nite.Stay at Dewan Kuliah with my dedicative coursemate in order to keep us on the right track.Thanks Uzir, Belle, Ha ching, and Pauline..

Hopefully can go for sauna, jacuzzi and swimming this weekend.

this coming week i might be busy.my Birthday is just around the corner and my beloved will come to Penang..

Tonite will join Pesta Tanglung USm..I enjoy my life this semester although not enough sleep, not enough time to rest.BUSY as A Fat Bee...

:-)

HoLiDaY

H-haiya,many assignment have to finish before Monday.

O- OMG... m alone...huu..huuu

L- living in USM without BELLE,,NANA, NAbila,bla..blaa ..luckily Paula was here.

I- in this few days Khaleel will be my friend..ha..ha.. FOOD

D- dont dare to spend money buying nonsense

A-agrh!!!! PPG215 essay,Hxe305,PGT 342,QMT ,HET

Y-Yup!!! MELLy can finish it all.

Friday

My laptop clock shows 3 minutes after 5 in the morning and i sleep 1 hour for the whole day.
Finally i manage to finish my first version of PGT202e project.School Based Assessment.What a wierd subject!i have to build up the instrument to assess the student and do the scoring according to the instrument.Complicated and hard to explain.
This morning i will see either this project success or not when i go to SMK Bukit Gambir at 9.00 am. seems that i'm too busy with my assignment and tests, i haven't get myself well treat.planning to go for sauna next week..tired mind and need to rest....
i still miss my phone and taking photos.
i recieved my salary for pc fair last month..only RM*50 in cash cheque.hopefully i can get more for new part time job.Thanks Pauline...RM10 per hour seems worthy.. if i work for 8 hours in 5 days can i can get a my white dress for christmas and i dont have to beg money from my boyfriend, my parents and other people.
For past three days i sitting for tests.Het213,HXE 205 and LSP 401(writing test).i'm in love with writing test.i realize that writing test is easy than maths becouse i have to write my own ideas but not +x%_.....
i need a to take sleep for few hours before continue my FRIDAY

Worst Wednesday

huh!!!!What a bad Wednesday.
Since this morning i faced many problem.
supposed i have to present for the tutorial today but the class is cancel.eventhough my present partner didnt inform me about that..and i attend Het213 class and it was raining...
On my way back ,i'm cheated death by the Yellow Kancil.driving like hell...
At the cafe,i bought bread and i realize that i didnt bring my purse..
Evening: i go to post office..and i realize my beloved K810i sony erricson missing..Poor melly.didnt come to lecture and checking 5 purple USm comuter.my instinct that i could get it back..God help me..
eating cakes at belle's room also i found hair at the cakes...........
i know that God always be with me and protect me and help me..

M back!!!and m holiday

its been month i left my blog alone...
Coz busy with my facebook.
Seems that facebook is interesting rather than Fs.
However, blog is THe BEst.
this week is USM convocation week.
i get my fake tatoo,i bought bracelet, keychain and i buy flower for Rusni and Kak Katijah.
Florist in the Convex selling flower with very high price..
luckily me and Jee go to Sg DUa...
and i get rm12 for 2 person..Cheap rite???
will get it by 11 am this morning.
Planning to shop at Queensbay with Puya and Erin...
Sunday morning----> fly to K.K....

for Vacation...

Penang SDA Church

this Sabbath day over with heavy rain in Penang.
Thank you for Lord giving us rain today.
Today is my first visit to Penang Church at Burma Road.
my comment: i love this church.
next week will be evengelistic meeting start on Tuesday to Saturday.14 July to 18 July 2009
All are invited to come..
Praise the Lord.

ST12 Saat Terakhir

Tak pernah terpikir olehku
Tak sedikitpun ku bayangkan
Kau akan pergi tinggalkan kusendiri

Begitu sulit ku bayangkan
Begitu sakit ku rasakan
Kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

Di bawah batu nisan kini kau tlah sandarkan
Kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam
Sungguh ku tak sanggup
Ini terjadi karna ku sangat cinta

Inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
Jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
Hanya mampu ucapkan

Selamat jalan kasih
Satu jam saja ku telah bisa
Cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku
Namun bagiku melupakanmu
Butuh waktuku seumur hidup

Satu jam saja ku telah bisa
Sayangi kamu di hatiku
Namun bagiku melupakanmu
Butuh waktuku seumur hidup
Dinantiku

a lil bit but not too much

A lil bit but not too much....
there are thousand and million perception of this phrase..
in real life we can do anything but there is a limitation.
while we working hard we never noticed that there is someone try to make us down..
bla..bla....
a lil bit but not to much??
huh....
honestly i dont like this phrase.
the fact is this is real life...
think about it..

gawai..gawaii

hari gawai..
hari gawai..bergawai..bergawai..
abis duit hentam gawai...bangkrap...
kenak orang bergawai?
1.dulu- abis menuai padi bergawai la..hasil padi banyak..roh padi perlu di hormati
2. sekarang- abis menuai duit bulan 5 buang duit beratus ratus...stella,tiger,langkau,coca- cola.
sapa yang kaya?
tokey -tokey cina d bt 7,10,siburan,serian,bau...berpuluh-puluh ribu satu hari...
sapa miskin?
orang orang kita...
nektok dah sikda semangat gawai dak sumbuk babai tiyung kita..rombongan ke kampung kampung.nektok kawan2 jiran jak datang umah.dulu satu umah panjang.
bunyi gong, , tawak, sanang....
nektok....st12 p.u.s.p.a,ricky L -kasam semalam ,....poco-poco
tauk tok rasa sik bergawai jak
beris 1 minggu d umah...
nun jauh d sempadan.
to be cont........

i'm home

ha................................
m in kuching oredy..
home sweet home but some time home hell home...
m putting on weight.. oh no!!!!!
Gawai .....need to fit in with new clothes so have to reduce it...
ha..ha...
turning my home to blue wall....

Miss my self

yah....exam exam...stress, stress,, personal life,family...many things
this couple i've been messed up and stucked in the room...
ermm.........tommorrow my LKM 400 paper( bahasa malaysia) and coming saturday is QMT 222. 2d,3d and animation..next wed is QmT 213e digital audio and video and my last paper is on friday 3.00 pm HXE 205( killer paper) Language Learning Theories..and Saturday i will fly back to Kuching my home sweet home.
there is many thing to solve and do before m going back..
1st= packing ( luckily i still have my desa to stay..he..hee...those 800 students all the best for the next application..being a part of Desasiswa Restu i'm only involved in Bersamamu TV3..in tv last wed but i didnt watch it.next semester have to be active again...planning to be part of Restu badminton team and TOT... important for me to keep myself in the Restu rather than stay outside than will cost more...
huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat again???/
oh ya..
2nd= shopping ..he..he...thank you mum...bank in me money..for shopping
Jusco, Queensbay, Prangin Mall, Penang Road,.... wait for me
3rd= go to Debi's house...keep my xoxo
4th= gym.....i love MInden..
5th= i will think later on..........

tiada lagi..

tiadA yang mengerti perasaan ini..
terluka dan seperti dihiris.........
setiap kali menutup mata perasaan itu kembali
Kenapa??? Kesedihan yang melanda.........
ketika aku memerlukan dorongan dan sokongan.............
kenapa tiada yang mengerti?
perit dan ingin putus asa......
Ya Tuhan, tolonglah aku...
meniti jalan kehidupan yang penuh liku ini...........
Aku Berdoa agar diberi ketenangan dalam jiwa......
Berdoa Agar hidup ini kembali penuh dengan Sinar..
aGAR AKU bISa Berpijak pada bumi yang nyata
agar tidak lagi berada seperti di dasar bumi...
yang penuh kegelapan dan dibelenggu perasaan suram..

aku sedih

Q:melly, kenak ko sedih?
Melly: Sedih la...penat dah layan karenah manusia dalam dunia ni.hati aku sedih seperti pagi ini.yang hujan.
Q: Bila plak?
melly: hari ini dan hari hari yang lepas.berkecamuk dalam fikiran ini..exam dah la nak dekat
Q: dah ready ke?
Melly: nak cakap ready tak jua.ok la
Q: Bila nak exam?
Melly : next week..start monday
Q: ooo.iboh sedih banyak gik orang dalam dunia tok bait...
melly: bait pun.....
q: Iboh madah dak ya
melly:sedih gilak2..bab ya la...
Q: banyak bersabar
melly: dah tahap kritikal sabarnya..
q : Sampei begitu sekali
Melly: dah la... iboh tanyak gik..biar jak aku dengan dunia aku....
Q: all the best for you.

WHY?

Why is happen again?
i never believe that we live in this world because of our luck.

the end

sudah sampai masanya.............
the end kan nya...
kenapa??
sebab tak da lagi apa apa

perosak

lepas install proshow gold dengan gembiranya nak edit balik video perempuan tu buat.sakit ati betul..
betul cakap mak......mengadu dengan mak je lepas ni..
zizie merangkap mak dan bapa..
sedih dan begitu sedih...
dah la tunggu sumber-sumber punya lama...
setengah jam depan RST gate.......
pun x sampai last kali tepon cakap tak dapat antar cd
sabar je la...........
pagi ni pula x dapat nak edit semua..
video yang baik tapi bermasalah..
rasa nak menangis pun ada.......
tak pena aku buat keje macam ini..........
sedih giler..giler...
buruk sekali assignment aku antar pun x macam ini..
terima la dengan seadanya.
mungkin benar.......kenyataannya
dia adalah begitu................
aku benci...
aku benci....
tak sanggup lagi.......
nak nangis.......................

Video report yang membingungkan

Sejak dari semalam lagi buat video koperat...
Nak kata akan jadi producer or film maker tak juga
setakat cincai2 saja untuk minor ..........
Penat giler.............
bertambah penat lagi tunggu group lagi nak jumpa..masalah..masalah..........
storyboard pun belum siap lagi.part aku dan nadia je yang dah settle
kepada orang orang production jangan mare..........
coz ambik ni sebagai minor je..bukannye nak buat filem..
tapi banyak benda yang sangat berguna dari kos ni..
belajar guna pinnicle, adobe, proshow gold..
boleh gak ambek upah orang kawen tangkap gambar suatu hari nanti
Miss Melly Production..ha..ha...ha...
hebat cita2 yang berkenaan bab video ni....
tima kaseh Siti nadia yang mengedit typing error aku ni..
budak2 thailand minta maap la x jadi faci korang..
kalo aku ikut tak siap assignment ni...bertambah lagi beban Pak Arab ( Dr Shaheen)tu lagi yang nak di hantar hari rabu ni.dah collect bahan utk buat cuma belum taip je..

I believe

I believe ................................
I can make every one in this world happy..
some day everyone smiling without hypocrite,
some day every one can reach their ambition without play dirty,
some day people would appreciate me,
some day people would live in harmony
some day there will be no tears in the eyes.

standing on my own

well, nothing much i want to write here..
i ignored many people recently..
why?? becouse they ignore me too..
that is the fact...
thank you ..
p/s it's getting darker and darker..better i make a move now....

Jiwa muda

Selepas aku potong rambut.rasa kembali muda...

Sebelum aku potong rambut.nampak tua bangka!!!
Tak sangka skarang nak mencecah umo 22 tahun..tetapi rasanya masih belasan tahun lagi..bak kata orang-orang tua di kampung ' jiwa muda'.bercakap jiwa muda ini, ingat pula Papa kesayangan aku.well, agak berumur tapi masih jiwa muda lagi..time kecik -kecik dulu masa aku darjah 3,geng-geng dia semua muda-muda..Alang , John, Tingos, Art, Wira suma kawan papa aku.
Sekarang mereka semua dah da anak,bini. Skarang ni pun papa aku masih geng- geng dengan orang muda..tapi tak la seperti dahulu..Rindu pula dengan papa aku..Mummy plak layan je kawan-kawan papa.anggap seperti anak-anak sendiri.Mummy ok je..rasanya tak pernah papa pakai slack..hidup dia bertema sluar Jeans saja..cakap je brand apa..dia tau.favorite jeans dia pakai Levis,Bobson..dan berT-shirt round neck atau polo shirt...well, attitude dia lagi la muda..for me,tu adalah dia.moga2 berubah suatu hari nanti..I love my papa..
Kerana tengok gambar tua pula,aku potong rambut depan..da gak yang perasan..da yang cakap makin muda..Rusni..terima kasih...tak la makin tua rupa aku lepas potong rambut.

Begitu banyak pilihan ku.....

Pilihan
Nak baju baru atau nak kasut baru?
Nak earing baru atau necklace baru?
Nak pegi KFC atau MC Donald?
Nak makan di Saujana atau Desa Restu?
Nak pegi Khaleel atau Istimewa?
Nak pegi Library PH1 atau PH2?
Nak datang kuliah atau nak ponteng?
Nak Kurus atau nak makan banyak?
Nak ke Queensbay atau Nak Prangin Mall?
Nak Subaidah atau Sangkar Burung?
Nak makan nasi kandar atau laksa asam Penang?
Nak pergi bilik Paula atau bilik Bella?
Nak ke gym Minden atau gym depan Saujana?
Nak balik bilik je la.......

Tunder..tunder ............

She was shocked.........when the tunder strike again......but she keep smiling infront of her laptop..Who is she? short blonde hair.wearing Roman money earings, black frame glasses.....ishe is not from Malaysia.
Who is she??? i never saw her before.Beautiful young lady............focusing on her laptop..and she is fast typer too....
someday i will talk to her and be my friend........

a Piece of ME

i Love this Picture.Precious picture..........

KESEMPURNAAN?

kenapa seorang perempuan perlu rasa diri mereka cantik??
kenapa seorang lelaki sentiasa melirik kepada wanita cantik??
Pelikkan........
hidup ini tidak lah sempurna ............
cuma kesempurnaan 10000% itu bersifat terlalu menjadi dambaan semua orang.
nak rumah yang cantik,duit banyak, keluarga sempurna, isteri cantik, kereta cantik,suami yang sempurna,, .............itu BOLEH..cuma TIDAK BERKEKALAN..
Rumah cantik sekali pun akan roboh kalau di bom, duit banyak pun boleh habis kalau tak cari lagi, keluarga sempurna cuma masa perayaan sahaja,isteri cantik pun boleh berkedut-kedut bila umo 80 tahun..kereta cantik sekalipun kalo tak bayar pun tak cantik gak bunyinya...
SEMPURNA???
sempurnakah kita??
Kita perlu bersyukur kepada Tuhan yang Maha Esa..
kita masih boleh hidup dan bernafas,
kita masih gagah bekerja,
kita masih sihat,
kita masih ada keluarga,
kita masih ada yang sayangi dan menyayangi diri kita,
kita masih berdiri di bumi yang hijau..

Apa yang orang tak faham??

Sedih vs Gembira
hitam mesti ada putih.......
hairan dan ajaib....
kenapa perlu ada semua itu.............
takpa la...orang tak akan faham....
aku yang TERABAI??
Betul kah melly?
terabai ..........dan terbuang.............
sampai hati ko melly...
jangan ingat dunia ini begitu indah........
orang banyak gila..gila duit,gila kuasa,gila ...lahhhh
sedih ka...
terus menaip dan menaip....
TAP..TAP..TAP.................

review of The Wedding and the Notebook

Review of the Wedding + The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks

grab your own copy of THE WEDDING and THE NOTEBOOK …….
I  have read THE Wedding  and watched “the Notebook”..
Who is Nicholas Sparks?  real romantic man/author in the world…
Oh Gosh!!!All his work absolutely great. Romeo and Juliet in advance.
Hi world.I'm proudly fan of  Nicholas Sparks.Let's view to The Wedding.
“ The wedding” is a part of Noah and Allie family. But the main character is his son in law, Wilson Lewis. His daughter, Anna is about to marry and her beloved wife Jane is thinking about leaving him after twenty-nine years of their relationship.
ermm……..better you read your own la…
Movie...
adapted from the novel The notebook..
the spirit of love in Noah heart and bittersweet memory keep him really strong man in mind. But I don’t like the ending… because he still alive in The Wedding.
I’m thinking of THE GUARDIAN, NIGHTS IN RODANTHE,A BEND IN THE ROAD,THE RESCUE, A WALK TO REMEMBER AND MESSAGE IN THE BOTTLE..

Chowrasta is waiting for me….. To get my collection of Nicholas Sparks novels..
Thank you, Adeline @ TUtui that introduce me to the heaven of books.
The shopkeeper knows well about the author and the books. Even though it is used books or novels but it is original..

freezing minah

sejukkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!
tolong...tolong....any body there?
angin malam seperti menusuk tulangnya..
minah mengeliat sambil mengosok kedua-dua tangannya..
rasa beku seperti dalam peti ais Samsung di rumahnya..
baju kurung nipis yang dipakainya tidak dapat menghalang kesejukan malam itu...
sejuk sangat..dalam fikirannya nak makan paha ayam KFC..minum kopi panas cap Kapal Api...
perutnya berkeroncong sejak tengah hari tadi..hanya menjamah biskut JAcob ..
penat ditambah dengan gelap.............
suasana hutan yang sangat menakutkan......
tunggu la.............
sabar la.....
bila lagi........
tunggu la...........
sabar la..........
bila lagi.........
sabar la..........
persoalan yang bermain di fikirannya...........
bagaimana minah boleh sesat sedangkan hari2 berjalan d kawasan denai itu..
sabar Minah....
Bila lagiii????
Minah berdoa agar boleh keluar dari kawasan itu....
MInah berjalan ke hulu ke hilir......
Tiba2 Minah mendengar suara ibunya...
Semakin dekat ...semakin dekat..
Pandangannya kabur.....semakin kabur...........
OOOOOOOO Minah....
siapa suruh kau tido petang2 ni minah.tak baik..mimpi buruk baru tau.... kata ibunya...
ingatkan minah sesat..rupanya sesat dalam mimpi..

api api

entah dari mana api datang..
panas panas yang membara
bergelora.....
Api..Api..!!!!!!!!
Minah nak g tepon bomba
asataga!!! hape takda kredit..syiling ada la..lalu si MInah dengan cepatnya berlari ke public phone corner kedei Aleng jual kacang btol dan serai saja.
ganggang tepon plak dakda.,,tinggal badan tepon Telekom saje terpacak.entah apa budak2 sekarang buat dengan ganggang tepon.hairan bin ajaib.
Minah berhenti seketika.mencari idea nak tepon bomba...
oooooooooo...tu dia Pak Tako Kaca Hitam.. bergegas la MInah panggil Pak Tako.
Nasib baik Pak Tako bawa henpon..tepon bomba
tak lama kemudian bomba pun datang...
Masalah lagi,,,,api semakin marak dalam belukar tepi jalan raya itu....
kepala Pili bomba je da tapi air entah hilang ke mana.
Ni mesti keja si MAmat 3R( Recycle, Reuse, Reduce)...asyik cari benda2 boleh di jual...
kepala pili bomba kampung ITAm pun dia angkut bawa pegi kedai jual..
tak tau la tokey Lim.nak buat pa dengan pili bomba tu..nak buat bom kot??
berbalik kepada crita..
Semua penduduk kampung Hijau terpaksa turun padang angkut air dari parit kecik tak jauh dari jalan tersebut.Dengan peralatan yang canggih ,boleh menyedut air ..pegawai bomba bertungkus lumus memadamkan api tersebut...Setelah setengah jam ,maka api tersebut berjaya dipadamkan..
Dari manakah api tersebut???
Along..........tahu jawapannya.
Seorang pemandu van dari Kampung taka membuang putung rokok ke kawasan belukar tersebut.angin bertiup kencang ..tambahan lagi musim kering...
itulah yang terjadi

arghhhhh

something bad happen to my hair...........................
itchy!!!!!
kelomomo

summer?

click!!!click!!!
sound of phone taking picture.
i love photograph.

Start my new Day of Blogging

ermmmmmmmm.......... finally i create my own blog. saturday 8 march 2009. i will never forget..ha..ha...